"Let's take a snap" Jena mengangkat handphonenya lalu berfoto dengan Lyra.

Ia mengetik caption 'satnight with her @lyrafrancis (again) *bored emoji*'

"Jen"

"Yup" Jena masih memainkan handphonenya

"I have something to tell you"

"spill out" Jena tidur di kasurnya sambil membaca lagi buku Biologi.

Malam minggu ini Lyra menginap dirumah Jena. Sebenarnya Lyra gak yakin ini ide yang bagus untuk mengatakan rahasia gelapnya itu, karena bagaimana kalau Jena mengusirnya?

"remember when you said to me that Marvel is acting weird lately to you?"

"Oh yeah about that, I think it's just me misunderstanding him, I've said sorry to him"

"you have said?"

"oh shit"

"Marvel actually..came here last night and swear to God I didn't invite him, he's just suddenly came"

Lyra tertawa kecil "that's okay, we're over anyway"

"WHAT!? I KNEW IT HE WASN'T A NICE G-" Jena hendak membawa handphonenya dan melabrak Marvel

"Jena stop! listen to me first!" Lyra menurunkan handphone Jena dari tangannya

"after hearing this, you might be hate me or maybe we're not friend anymore. But I'm ready..cause I deserve it"

Dahi Jena mengerut, ia bingung.

"waktu handphone kamu rusak, aku nyoba ngecharge karena penasaran. And turns out handphonenya nyala, lalu aku nyoba mainin handphone kamu ngecek apa dalamnya rusak atau enggak, and it's not"

"I was about to tell you, but then Marvel texted you, asked you about your arm..and I replied it and I asked him to go to a movie a-"

"No no no no please don't say that" Jena menutup telinganya

"as you"

Jena menyesal mendengar kata terakhir yang diucapkan oleh Lyra.

"please tell me this is a prank, cause it's not you, you're never gonna do that to me"

"you know what Jena Henzie, the truth is I did. Dan aku gak mabuk saat itu. I am fully aware I am your best friend when I'm doing that" suara Lyra serak menahan tangis.

Jena sudah meneteskan air matanya.

"Kamu boleh usir aku dari rumah ini sekarang, but don't kill me"

"...why?" Jena bertanya tapi tak bersuara

"Jena aku gak tahu apa kamu pura-pura gak tahu, or maybe you're just that stupid"

"But Marvel Harvey..is fallen for you"

Jena memejamkan matanya dan menggelengkan kepala "no, he's not"

"Yes he is. That's why I'm using you, cause I know.. he'll say yes"

"I don't know what's worst anymore, is it you using me or Marvel have feelings for me"

"Ofcourse I'm using you"

"what's wrong with him falling in love with you? Itu bukan dosa"

"cause I- I didn't see him as a man, I see him as a friend. I don't have any feelings for him"

"Ugh, why is it have to be this way! Why don't he just like you so you're with him right now, and we're good, why is it have to be this..complicated!"

Lyra mengusap punggung Jena sebelum ia dilahap oleh emosinya sendiri.

"so, kamu maafin aku?"

"Well, ini udah lama, dan aku juga udah baikan sama Marvel, dan juga hari senin ujian, lebih baik aku perbanyak pahala. So I forgive you"

Lyra membuka tangannya dan tersenyum pada Jena. Jena memeluk Lyra erat.

"I am so blessed, to have you as my friend" kata Lyra sambil meneteskan air matanya

"Me too"