Shantykrn"Help me
It's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't "
I currently feel terrible, yet I can't feel anything. I feel so empty, yet I feel so full of emptiness.
"It isn't in my blood"
My life feels like the perfect mess and I have everything but nothing.
"Laying on the bathroom floor feeling nothing
I'm overwhelmed and insecure
Give me something "
My life contradicts itself and I hate it. But I love myself. I just hate the fact that I hate myself.
"I could take to ease my mind slowly
Just have a drink and you'll feel better"
I'm so filled with emotions at the moment and I can't explain what's happening.
"Keep telling me that it gets better
Does it ever "
I can't tell them. They make fun of time then avoid me. Why? It's not going to help. At least tell me what I'm doing wrong.
"Help me
It's like the walls are caving in
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me"
I've never been so close to suicide. This has already been too much.
"I'm crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can't"
I'm just gonna hide it until it gets better.
"It isn't in my blood"
I hope you understand if I don't come back for a while. I need time.
"Looking through my phone again
Feeling anxious
Afraid to be alone again
I hate this"
I need time to think. I need time to think whether to end all of this right now or not.
"I'm trying to find a way to chill
Can't breathe
Is there somebody
Who could help me"
Maybe I will try not to end all this.
"It's like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up"
Maybe I will try.
"No medicine is strong enough"
Maybe.
"Someone help me"
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