"Help me

    It's like the walls are caving in

           Sometimes I feel like giving up

                                                But I just can't "

I currently feel terrible, yet I can't feel anything. I feel so empty, yet I feel so full of emptiness. 

"It isn't in my blood"

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My life feels like the perfect mess and I have everything but nothing. 

"Laying on the bathroom floor feeling nothing

                            I'm overwhelmed and insecure      

                                                   Give me something "

My life contradicts itself and I hate it. But I love myself. I just hate the fact that I hate myself. 

"I could take to ease my mind slowly 

     Just have a drink and you'll feel better"

I'm so filled with emotions at the moment and I can't explain what's happening. 

 "Keep telling me that it gets better

                                               Does it ever "

I can't tell them. They make fun of time then avoid me. Why? It's not going to help. At least tell me what I'm doing wrong.

"Help me

  It's like the walls are caving in

         No medicine is strong enough

                                         Someone help me"

I've never been so close to suicide. This has already been too much. 

"I'm crawling in my skin

       Sometimes I feel like giving up

                                              But I just can't"

I'm just gonna hide it until it gets better.

 "It isn't in my blood"

I hope you understand if I don't come back for a while. I need time. 

"Looking through my phone again 

                                   Feeling anxious 

                              Afraid to be alone again

                                                             I hate this"

I need time to think. I need time to think whether to end all of this right now or not.

"I'm trying to find a way to chill 

                                  Can't breathe 

                                 Is there somebody 

                                         Who could help me"

Maybe I will try not to end all this.

"It's like the walls are caving in

       Sometimes I feel like giving up"

Maybe I will try.

"No medicine is strong enough"

Maybe.

"Someone help me"