i dont know how much of a lucky person am i to have you , you are always there for me , you're sweet , kind , smart , good looking and many other good traits that you own . It's as if you're perfect, and even on some random times im just amazed that a person like you exist .

You helped me a lot like when you can use your free time to enjoy yourself you spend it on helping me with my assignments , you even stayed up late only to give me company with a call , and many other things it's like you sacrifice a lot .

 And to think of it i haven't done much to you . I tried to give back all the things that you've done for me , i want to give twice what i recieved from you . I tried packing you a lunch box but it's all burnt and taste bad while the dinner you sometimes cook for us tasted like it's made by top chefs , i would want to teach you stuff but its just certain things cus i have limited knowledge . the things i tried mostly failed even tho there are some success its still not a lot , it's not enough , i just couldn't reach your level .

What did i do to recieve all this , when i see the way you act i feel like i don't deserve you , and to think about it why would you like someone like me who have this much flaws . Maybe whatever you think of me i'm just a half of it or maybe even less , i always thought i might be bad and i know that it's true , because i think you're so good and im nothing like you , and seeing how much you've changed since back then i just adore you , so what makes you think im so special.

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 " oh love ,

why are you saying such things ,

i love you because of you, your flaws doesn’t make me hate you but it made me love you more , that's just my way of loving you . i have been trying to make myself better and you're also the one who made me who i am today ; so actually im the one who should be thanking you and from all that im giving it back to you now that i have the chance , because you actually have a lot more fine points than you know and everyone is different in their own way , during that process i have developed feelings for you , and that gives me more motivation and so i worked hard trying to make a better and newer me and be a great guy for you

because i dreamed of completing your flaws . Thinking about doing that imakes me feel im special , and what’s better is that im being that special person for you " 

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i think being stupid enough to not trying to understand how you actually feel and think is the worst flaw i have . Maybe you can change me too , i want to improve myself too , i will try to learn and see abt your point of view i will try to be more considerate . i felt so bad for thinking such things , i must've hurt your feelings , because i also want you to be happy . i want to do things that does right by you, i would do right about anything for that, i would even want to learn how to love like you .