I am an idiot person who does not understand anything. I want to be like the others. I’m in the 12th grade now, but I still don’t have any friends. I have a sister named Angel. She is very kind to me. Maybe, she doesn’t accept me as her own brother like the way I accept her as a sister of my own. “You are the best child for us”, my parents said. I smile. They are very kind to me. I am very grateful to have such a wonderful family like this. I never say that God is unfair. God is very fair. I accept myself for what it is.

One day I was walking through the school grounds. Suddenly, one of the school basketball team members threw a basketball upon my head. I paused and they deliberately laughed at me. Yes, I was a bully victim at my school. Maybe they have not accepted me for what it is. But, I am very happy that at least I have a great teacher who taught me how to be kind and how to make friends with other people. Sometimes, I love to watch television because I just wanted happiness. I almost did suicide once, but my parents found out right at that exact moment. I didn’t know what to do , I just stopped right away and cried. I was confused.

March 2nd is my sister's birthday. She does not want me to come to her birthday. Maybe she's ashamed to have a brother like me but I honestly don’t know. I think I just ruined on my sister's birthday. I came to my sister's birthday and destroyed everything I did not understand what I was doing. I only give gifts to my sister. When my sister chatted with her friend, her friend asked "is that your brother?”. My sister fell silent and went and cried. I also did not intentionally destroy my sister's birthday cake. I was looking for my sister and she almost got hit by a car. I saved her. She’s still mad at me and I do not think she'll forgive me. The next day, I went to Dufan and went with my sister's friends. My sister wanted to go on a roller coaster and I was told to wait. I waited and I saw a very cute clown. He took me somewhere and I stupidly followed the clown. I am an idiot person. The idiot person is not far from a fool. I forgot what they did to me. I got lost and did not find my way home. I tried to run away and look for directions to the house. Maybe you ask how I can go with my sister. I can go with my sister because my sister is forced with my parents to come with her. Incidentally, the day was also a long holiday.

2 days later I finally visited my house. I am very happy and miss my sister. My sister was shocked and hugged me when I got home safely. She's weird ever since I came home from home after I disappeared. She got better and I was surprised. My sister told me when I left; my parents were worried and sought me out to the police. My sister regrets. She also apologized for the history of her birthday. I forgive her because I love her so much. I'm so happy when dinner time comes. I miss my dad's joke and when we tell about our lives. I understand what they are talking about. But they do not necessarily understand what I'm talking about. April 5th is the happiest day of my life because I am getting older. I celebrated my birthday at school. Unfortunately, I am devastating my own birthday event. I do not know how I destroyed thing.

Student in the class ran and screamed because I rebelled. I rebelled because my birthday knife was broken. That was a minor issue. But you have to know how my brain worked. My teacher tried to calm me down and my parents were also helping me. Finally I went home and rested. Tomorrow is my graduation day. I’m sad to leave this place. I'm going to college. I didn’t realize I was getting older. I went to the doctor every day so I could live in a normal life again. One year later I worked for a large company. I like to live like a normal person. I also met my soul mate and we got married. We have one daughter named Taylor. She was very active and intelligent girl. I am very happy to have her in my life. I finally knew what happiness means