I grabbed her hand and intertwine it with mine as we walked around the park our hands fitting perfectly together.

I place my hand in my pocket as I walk along the path the gentle warmth from your hand nonexistent. 

We walked through a gate hand in hand to a forest surrounded by trees and living creatures.

I walk to the forest the trees seem to capture me into a cage of bittersweet memories trapping away the light. The living creatures around me seem to just vanish their calming sounds just turned into agonising silence. 

Today was beautiful the bright blue sky, the soft gentle breeze that occasionally comes and goes. And the beautiful view that surrounded us. 

The blue sky that is just turning darker and darker as time goes on and light nowhere to be seen.  The wind that was once nice and peaceful turned into a hug of fear. The view that surrounds me is no longer beautiful but terrorising. 

We walked around the forest for awhile before noticing the sun was setting we found a hill and sat on it as we watched the sun setting peacefully and slowly turn into the night sky. The night sky was just as beautiful, the stars glimmering brightly with the moonlight shining upon the town making the small town look like a beautiful fantasy.

I reach the hill and watch as the sun sets, it's not as memorable when your no longer with me. The sun sets as the night takes over, another day ends and the townsfolk are off doing they're nightly activities. The moonlight that shines throughout the town is no longer as mesmerising as it once was. Each day and night that passes by I always think of you, missing the days we were together the laughs we shared the long conversations we had. In my head it's just a fantasy that we could be together once more.

I want you to stay by my side I didn't want you to leave I wish we could've had more time, I wanted to spend every second of my life with you cherish every small moment we shared. We would attend a wedding and I would say to you that one day that would be us. We would stand on that chapel then have children that will grow up and then take care of us but that's just a fantasy. I wish I could've said to you how much I admire you and how amazing you were. Your face that you think is ugly and you hide it with makeup when in reality you are beautiful, you say that your fat when really you should be proud of your body no matter what it looks like. 

I stared at you smiling wanting this moment to last before we had to part, a tear falls from my eyes but you whipped them away saying that it's going to be alright. She said how she really wished she could stay and said that she would love to have a family with me. More tears escape from my eyes as I looked into hers. She was crying to. I held her hand close to my lips and kissed it softly. 

"I will never forget this day for as long as I live." I whispered quietly to her and she smiled widely. She began to cry into my arms knowing that today was the day that her life is going to end. She was diagnosed with a terminal illness that was so rare it was considered incurable. 

I stood on the hill kneeling down to touch her gravestone it wrote " Nila Williams 1983-2018 who was once loved will always be broken but not impossible to fix just difficult" a few tears fall from my eyes I whipped them away and smiled weakly. 

I loved her even if she was sick I will give up everything I had for her so I did. I worked hard from day to night I worked as a delivery guy. I travled far for her to see if there could be a doctor that would cure her but there were none.  As we sat there holding each other not wanting to let go it was time. We walked back to the cR drove to the hospital and before I let her go complety I told her

I love you, forever and always 

I love you forever and always